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Even though you can control parts of your dreams, you can't always control the depths they take you. Lucid dreams are very vivid. They can bring up some of the most disturbing parts of your life...and sometimes when you are able to wake yourself, you can still be entranced by the dreams...good and bad!

Why does it scare you?

I really just want to talk to someone who understands what I go through every night.

I lucid dream nearly every night.

I didn't know this till I google searched for info about waking myself up by "lifting your arm".

I am 53 and didn't know anything about the definition of lucid dreaming until last week. I have seen several psychiatrists and therapists through the years and only one has said anything about it,

I wake. up in my dreams and realize I am still dreaming. When I realize it I then know I can manipulate what is happening. Usually I wear skates like roller blades and make myself able to jump really high and float down. If bad things are happening I try to change it.

If I wake in the dream and it is not finished, I go back to it. to try and finish it. I have done this most of my life, not knowing anything about lucid dreaming. Quite frankly it scares the shit out of me.

Okay so in the span of a week how many lucid dreams and non lucid dreams do you have? And how did this began, like how did you discover that you were a natural lucid dreamer and in general what happened ?

If only that were me! Good luck finding help.