So I have a dream goal. I mean the only one and this is the reason I started lucid dreaming. It's kinda personal in a way but I tried to talk to "myself" if it was a dream character. I had a lucid dream a week ago. I was in a beautiful garden with flowers and a pond but I was locked in so to speak. I couldn't go anywhere besides that place. I know my dream controll is not good yet but I tried to find that character. I went in to a dark tiny forest that garden had. And I found tiny fairies. They basically told me it's not possible and it doesn't exist. But not exactly word by word. I am still really disapointed and I don't know if it's true or not. I almost want to give up but I'm still hopeful at least a bit. Because I don't care about fun. I just want to find that "thing", my thoughts what has been burried inside for a long time. Is this really not possible? Am I chasing a dream that is twaddle and hype? It was really important for me. Sorry if I'm a little emotional about it. And please don't judge me... I literally don't know my own mind.